Mother's Day is Tomorrow

Mother's Day is tomorrow and don't have any money to spend on my mom for the occasion. Instead I plan on giving her a massage,doing some Reiki on her and practicing Quantum Entrainment and Matrix Energetics on her. It will be for physical  aches and pains,allergies,depression,and releasing of trapped emotions. I'm not much experienced in these but my mom will be my guinea pig. If you don't know what these things are google them. I might make something online for her(don't know what) and send her a Mother's Day e-card

Depression Sucks

Depression is hard on me. I suffer from depression  so does my mom and my siblings. It is hard to see the people you love suffer and not know how to help them. Its been  hard when I know I'm getting better and seeing them miserable. Seeing their unhappiness makes me feel unhappy.  I know that happiness comes from within. It feels hard when you have the resources and info that could help them (because they helped you) and they are close-minded and/or not willing to work on it. There are lots of possible causes for depression and therefore can be helped. Thoughts and diet can play a part. My family and I have a lot of symptoms  of hypoglycemia and food allergies/sensitivities. All these things can contribute to depression.

I have felt 'Aimless' for a long time for the past 13 years. It's no surprise that it is an anagram of my name 'Melissa'. I've been wanting to write books as a career,but haven't even started really.When I was in high school the school counselor said I couldn't be just a writer. So I guess my life had been wasted these years trying to find what else I wanted to be. I've discovered that I can be a writer if I want to. Maybe I could have an online business(because I want to work for myself). I therefore figure I can probably do both. I procrastinate too much and want to overcome it it all areas of my life.

I've had a life of embarrassing moments, but one that sticks out in my mind is when I when to the fair in '97 when I was 16 years old. I wore a dress. I don't know why I wore a dress to the fair. I guess I wasn't plan on going on many rides.I went to the Fun house figuring it was safe. On the second floor, a gust of air came shooting up(part of the ride, I guess) and blew my dress up in the air. I looked down and a couple had saw what happened and laughed.Also I didn't have the best underwear on as I was on my period. So embarrassing!

Cats. I miss having pets. I'm a big cat person. I must have been Egyptian in a past life,because I practically worship them.LOL. It sucks living in an apartment which doesn't allow any kind of pets(not even goldfish). In the last place I lived in was a duplex and they allowed pets.I'm moving back to Oregon in a couple of months and hopefully into a place that will allow them.

   I finished this book called E-Squared: Nine Do-It-Yourself 

Energy Experiments That Prove Your Thoughts

                                                        Create Your Reality

  Being a big fan of quantum physics and the law of attraction, I looked forward to reading this book. I managed to manifest this book easily and free through Hay House. I could not do three of the none experiments, I succeeded in four out of the six I tried. I know that likely the other two would have worked if I had been more focused. I have done similar experiments before at times and they worked.They worked when I put more focus and visualization into them.

  I tried experiment #1(The Dude Abides Principle) and it worked within two hours.

  I tried #4(The Abracadabra Principle),but didn't get the thing I was trying to manifest.
 
  For experiment #5(The Dear Abby Principle), I received my answer in the affirmative.

  In the #7 experiment(The Jenny Craig Principle), I lost 1lb. I knew of this experiment before and I did lose weight then.

  For #8(The 101 Dalmatians Principle),I did not receive any response from my target.

  Lastly,in experiment #9(The Fish and Loaves Principle), I did notice more good things in my life.

  This book is great. Even though it felt like a bit of as rehash of other books,I did learn new things. I found the author wrote in a down-to-earth way and mixed with humor. The only negative thing I have to say about the book is that it did not explain technique in detail as I would have like it to. Other than that, it is a great book.

FTC Disclosure:
I received this book for free from Hay House Publishing for this review. The opinion in this review is unbiased and reflects my honest judgment of the product.

Cayenne Pepper is a miracle for me. It had helped heal my heal a bit from dizziness caused by Post Concussion Syndrome and has helped with my digestion issues. I had diarhhea and upset stomach issues. I don't know what else it may have helped, but those were the obvious ones. There are a lot of things that cayenne could help with