Now I Have No Excuse

Well I got an old computer's OS repaired so that I now have my Microsoft Word and have no excuse to procrastinate on writing and publishing my books.Now the only thing is to fix my neck pain which really makes it hard to write this blog and to write longer posts.I have also been dealing a lot with my brother with autism. He had been getting more aggressive and angry and it had been scaring my mom and I. We are really clueless on how to help him with little resources and money where we live. He was getting paranoid and throwing everything we own away. Last night I didn't sleep well because he was awake all night with music on and jumping a lot. I feel alone and isolated and have no friends or family besides my mom who I can talk to here.